"Life’s but a walking shadow; a poor player, that struts and frets his hour upon the stage, and then is heard no more: it is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing."
I’m not the best. I try to be but I suck sometimes too.
I’ve been hurt before and because of this I’m hesitant to trust people. I try not to be jaded or miserable but I find I’m always waiting for the next shoe to drop. So when it finally falls I can say “ah-ha” instead of hurting.
But usually that second shoe drops because I knocked it off their foot. I prepare myself for war and my army out front likes to pick battles. I don’t mean to cause these issues but I’m so use to them they feel like home.
Eventually I call my army down but every time I do and I get hurt, I keep them up a little longer. No one is going to want to wait around that long. People get frustrated and leave. Then I reassure myself I did the right thing but maybe I’m not.
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