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I wish you didn’t come back. I had gathered up my emotions that laid on the floor and put them back into my suitcase to carry as more luggage. I had packed away what you gave me because I knew it was a lie. I knew what you said was a lie, your feelings were faked and your real, cruel self started to show. I realised you were no good and I had fooled myself. But you came back. It took all the courage I had to tell you to stay away, but I didn’t have the strength to back up my words. I let you back in and I thought you were different but you couldn’t even face me to tell me the truth. I didn’t ask you to come back, I asked you to stay away until you changed. And now I’m back to the beginning, picking up more pieces that I already packed away.